I knew the Necronomicon Eros Kama was too real as I built the thing

I'll explain....
Maybe I should not explain?

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I knew when I made the DVD I was in trouble. I had seen the film "The Gate" some years ago, and I was determined to produce an album or DVD project like the one in the film that opened The Gate. I studied and studied. "The Ante-nicene fathers," "the forgotten books of Eden""the Forbidden books of Adam and Eve" which contained the actual religion of the Old Ones from before the flood! The "Torah" "The Babylonian Talmud" "The Dead Sea scrolls" "The Nag Hamadi Library" "The Upanishads" "The Bradharma Purana" "The Rik Veda..." Books that men were burned at the stake for reading and acting upon! And I assembled the thing as the Magi instructed,god help me! No!!!! Maybe you're right! Maybe It's best you don't show it! All the Great Old Ones are imitation human beings now!!!! The best thing in the world for me,might well be your rejection of this Necronomicon Eros Kama! A Kama is a kind of Sickle used in asia to harvest crops and used as a weapon! Eros is a spirit an old name of a god that lay between Mars and Venus. I'm becoming sorry I sent it to you! The Old Ones used me! They're in it I tell you. It's real! REAL do you hear? You can see them! I can see them, hear them now! It's not just drug doused Rock video! It's a real Necronomicon! Do you hear? It's Real!
The R'Lyeh Fatagin is real! Ishtar did it! She was on the boat of Upnapishtim incarnate in a new body! Gilgamesh held much in the way of formulae.It's all in there I tell you.